DISSONANCE

Ever felt as though slowly drifting away from the daily tedium in mind, while the body perfuncturily goes on about its business. That is what happens, over time, to many folks. Some call it an identity or mid-life crisis but I call it 'reality dissonance'. A condition where one lives a life that is no longer consistent with their spirit (if it ever was).

You see, the self reacts to this incongrous existence by planting discontent in small doses and so it is with me now especially as I am getting ready for the launch of a creative venture and do not care about anything that is not of the creative realm in which I am wholly myself.

How long can one go on living a double life. Is tolerance infinite. What stands between me and my true self reality.

I take another sip of my corporate coffee and cry warm tears inside as I thank the universe for continuing to provide for me a living in this most unpredictable uncertain time.